Enough

So now you know.
Subtly I revealed it.
My greatest fear is
Not being good enough.

Not smart enough.
Not pretty enough.
Not being the best.

I don't fear that you will ever think there's something wrong with me.
I'm just scared I won't be enough.
That you'll find someone who's more than enough.

You'll ask for permission you say.
But if oppurtunity comes you'll take it,
And if you did ask.
My head would be telling me say yes to make you happy.
My heart would be screaming no.
But it's my fault if I'm just not enough.

There's no music.
No words to fill this void tonight.

Sorry for not being strong enough.

Bring on the dream.
If we are ever sleeping together.
And I randomly try to get as close to you as possible.
It's because of this dream.
Adn it's not the being alone part of the dream that scares me.