I'm In Love With You

If you ever wondered what I was thinking.
What I was feeling.
This is it.
This is me.
I wanted to edit this.
And give you only the lovey dovey stuff,
Because some of this is probably mean.
And if it is.
I don't mean any of it.
I'm so sorry if any of this hurts.
I was mostly talking to myself.
You have made me so happy.
Happy enough to overcome any of this stuff.
I love you so much.
I just feel like typing that over and over.
I'm in a lovey mood.

I love you so much.
More than you know.
It physically and emotionally ached
When you walked away from my house.
I watched you, you know.
Creepy.

I just want to gon on forever about how much I love you.
How I never want to leave you.
How I want you to never leave me.
How the touch of your lips and hands and tongue
Drives me insane with pleasure.
How my every reaction to you is so honest.
My body and mind are addicted to you and yours.
"You're exactly my brand of heroine."
Yes I did just quote Twiight from memory.

Opening up to you.
Letting myself fall in love with you,
Was the best decision I ever made.

I wish these words were enough to make up
For my lack of prescence.
As you are reading I am thinkg about you.
I always am.
It's almost scary how I can't think of anything else.
Or anyone.

I miss you..
I want you.
I love you so much it hurts.
More than that.
I'm in love with you.

There's blood on my hands.
Because I ripped out my heart.
And gave it away.
I don't want it back.
But I'm glad I have yours to keep my blood flowing.