Sleepless

I'll be living in the future, for quite a long while.
It's only with you the present seems worth recognition.
When reality is happier than dreams.

Long Sleeves

It was the first time in a long time.
I'm so sorry.
I just need you now.
And you're not here.
But I'm sorry for what I did.

Panic

I need you now.
But you're not here.
And there's no answer on the phone.
Please, Kaitlyn.
I need you now.

Her + Me

Take me home,
And make me yours.
Don't let me go.

I never knew I could feel this much and nothing at once.
Infinitely, that's what it comes back to.
I love you, I love you.
That's what it comes back to.

Translucency

I drove by in my brother's car after school.
Right past you.
I waved but you didn't see.
Translucent.
Because you were hugging Genna around the waist.
And i realized it could be me.
If I had not been so stupid.
If I wasn't so fucking pathetic.
If I could be strong enough to be free like you.
Maybe if I was solid and not translucent, it could be me.