questions

Do you really believe that?
That'd I'd let you disappear for four years?
That I'd be able to stay away for that long?
That I'm under my parents control?

I was under the impression that we were in love.
Love with no boundaries.
Am I wrong?

I love you enough to give up one future, one I had my eyes my whole life.
I love you enough to put off formal education indefinietly.
To not have the career I want.
But that's okay.
I get you in return.

But let me ask this.
Would you do it for me?
To be with me.
Would you sacrfice everything you wanted?
Am I enough?

Do I love you more?
Am I willing to give more than I could hope to recieve?

Burn Your Eyes Out

I will forever be running.
Towards you.
I'd go miles just to see you for minutes.
And they slip through our fingers.
Unbidden, and uwillingly we are lost to the world.
And it overtakes us, but does not take us.

You are more.
More than anything.
More than everything.

Most people close there eyes when they're staring at the sun.
I've found glaring with mine open wide,
is oh so much more fun.

"I'll Have To Spend My Whole Life Wondering Whether I'm Truly Loved, Or Whether I've Just Been Settled For."

Everything hurts.
And I'm not talking about physicality.
It hurts.
That you'll never be happy.
Ever.
When I try as hard as I can.
When you make me so happy.
That you'll always want more.
Than me.
That you've always wanted what you can't have.
And now you have me.
You'll always have me.
And there you go.
You've got me.
It feels like only a matter of time before you get bored.
Before you want more.
I love you.
There is no more for me.
And when you find what your looking for,
I hope I'm still in the picture.
Convince I'm wrong, babe. Please.
But don't watse your time on lies.