All I Want Is Your Envy

Cause you have mine.

I'm sick.
And I didn't go to school.
And I felt guilty.
Until I just called Carly.
Cause I knew you wouldn't answer your phone.
And I heard you laughing in the background.
Congratulations.
Sounds like your having a much better time
Than I had when you weren't there.

Your lucky you're magnetic.
People are drawn to you.
You never have to worry about making friends.

You wouldn't think it.
But I don't care about making friends.
I just gradually come to know people.
Over time.
Or people make friends with me.

Unless I get that feeling.
That he or she is worth it.
And most likely.
I'll know right away.
First time I see them.

Mostly I'm just jealous right now.
Jealous that your talking to someone.
That isn't me.
Jealous that you're laughing with someone.
That isn't me.

I don't tell you.
But I get jealous all the time.
Of everyone.
Of Ariana's boyfriend.
Of Marlena.
Of King.
Of Bridgette.

For your information.
You have a very jealous-type girlfriend.

And sometimes.
I want you feel jealous too.
But you would never admit it.
So it's pretty much a worthless effort.

I'm feeling kind of deserted.
Cause you didn't even ask to talk.
When I called.
So I hope you call me.
I hope.
It kinda sucks that you know I'll call.
But I can never be sure if you will.

I'm whiny.
And despereate.
And needy.

You are definitely dating a girl.