Only For You

I understand where you're coming from.
But how could you even think that?
Embarrassed?
Of course not.
I could care less what society, people in general think.

Why haven't I come out more people?
Cause there's no one to tell..
I don't share my thoughts and feelings with people I don't care about.
I would tell Taylor if we were still close...
I told Carly because she's my closest friends after you.
After that, theres...

My team.
The reason I'm scared.
That's why.
I'd be basically kicked out.
And they own a part of me.
I have a responsibility to them.
They're my family, babe.
I go through so much with them.
Some of the people on my team.
Are the closest friends I will ever have.
I've know them for my whole life.
We grew up together.
I'm scared that these people I depend on,
Will take off running when they find out.

As I write this,
I hate myself.
I know these sound like pathetic, and insuffiecient reasons.
I'm scared to do this.
But I will.
Because you're worth it.
Please, babe .
Just give me time.
I can do this.