Translucency

I drove by in my brother's car after school.
Right past you.
I waved but you didn't see.
Translucent.
Because you were hugging Genna around the waist.
And i realized it could be me.
If I had not been so stupid.
If I wasn't so fucking pathetic.
If I could be strong enough to be free like you.
Maybe if I was solid and not translucent, it could be me.